Dead for 2 Months

I'M SaaRRY. I was out for two months. I didn't mean to be so, but a lot has happened since last September and I can't really put everything in here in separate posts so yeah, here's what happened for the past few months :


1. Got scolded by the adviser for leaving books inside the classroom. Had to clean the room and the corridor for a MONTH.

2. Got off the honor list. Only had a 92 point something average. Never actually saw my report card, told my mom not to get it. I have to get a 95 or 96 as my average for the next quarters so I can get the chance to be back there. Disappointed 'coz I was part of the honor list the last graduation I had.

3. We got hit by typhoon Ondoy. Flood reached maybe ¾ of our house. Everything inside were like put inside a blender or something – messed up, trashed, ruined. What’s worse is that not only did flood water enter the house, mud and soil came along. Our house’s only more like a bungalow so we had to stay for 2 days in our neighbor’s house which had 2 floors. If you could only see what’s left after the traumatizing flash flood. Still, I was amazed with some stuff I never knew would happen: a car got on top of a tricycle [it took 10 men to bring up the car, and 5 to pull out the tricycle.], our sofa got out the living room and in the garage- on top of our car, our dog actually survived, and our Virgin Mary never got stained, and or carried by the running waters in the house – the fact that our television was floating in the dining room, the fridge got smashed on the floor, and the sofa got out of the house, and that image of Our Lady of Fatima, standing 12-14 inches tall and as light as your pair of school shoes I guess never even moved from the altar. It was weird, ‘coz in our altar [ if only I had taken a picture ], we have there an image [ figurine ] of Our Lady of Fatima and a picture of Our Lady of Guadalupe, and half of the picture was stained with flood water, so yeah, there’s the mystery, how come the image never got wet or something. I know it’s silly, but my parents were amazed by so.






Here’s our house, September 26, 09 , 8pm. Still, we’re lucky we had some place safe to get into and that we’re alive.




5. No classes for a week. Of course I didn’t enjoy the so called vacation much because we had to clean our house. Still, it’s an achievement whenever I see the floor tiles, ‘coz the thick and humid mud’s really hard to clean off. We hired lots of people to help us lean, ladies who could wash our clothes that looked like rags [ everything’s brown ], and some other guys who could fix the car, though they weren’t really able to do so, so we ended up having it repaired by some other car service company or something. Cleaning the house was really something, I never minded mud all over my arms and legs nor holding some with my hand [yucky, I know right]. I learned to let go of the things I treasured so much. I had this scrapbook that I was working on since elementary, it was really pretty, but yes, it got wasted. So was my sketch a pad which I had since I was in nursery, every memory of what I started with was there. Half of the photos in our old photo albums had their ink streaked all over that you could no longer recognize the face of the person in the photo. It would be impossible to recover most of them since the negatives were also flooded and they, along with the photos, smelled really bad. And of course, we had to buy new stuff like a rice cooker, microwave ovens, and some other appliances

6. We cleaned the campus. Dang, I was expecting a day of rest in school after the very tiring week and yet we had to clean our classroom and our chairs that were like designed to not get cleaned because the chairs’ design was too complicated and all that, that it was so hard to take off the mud.


7. We had our 3 day Retreat at Mother Spinelli Retreat House in Tagaytay [ October 7-9, 09 ]. Our class was the first one to have the retreat, it was definitely not a very good schedule ‘coz we just got hit by the typhoon and we’re supposed to pack up for the trip. Like, where am I supposed to get clothes? Almost all of my clothes have mud all over them. But still, I had to take clothes that were not covered with mud, even though they were like clothes I wore when I was in elementary [ surprising that they still fit ]. I made our nametags,




Sorry to the other section, never knew that they had kero keroppi as their boys’ nametag. Kinda rushed this one out and planned it a day before the retreat.


Father Blaise was out retreat master. Had fun, cried, laughed so hard, got the chance to bond with classmates, and lastly, the food was GREAT. :D

PSST

3 WAYS TO DIE

smoke cigar daiLy - die 10 years earLy
drink aLcohoL daiLy - die 30 years earLy

and..

Love someone who doesn't Love you back - die daiLy.


i was out for Like 2 months but i'LL be having Lots of posts to come the foLLowing days. a Lot has happened since Last September and i want this short post to serve as a coming back message i guess, though the intro has been very awkward or whatever you caLL it, so yeah. here i am . :]

nakakarindi. bow.

and so, yeah, exams are over.

"DI AKO NAG-ARAL!!!"
"di ako nakapagreview!"
"haLa ano yan pahiram nga ng reviewer?!"
"tama ba diba ung bLah2...."
"nako nagLaro Lang ako kagabe!"
"waLa bagsak nakooo....."
"zero na ko sa exam."
"waLa. rank 40 na ko sa kLase."
"waLa nga ko nareview e."
"waLa nga ko naaraL e.."



i toLd myseLf, and pau then Lance then some other guys too, Like aLianna, and karen, and so on that i'm gonna make a post about the things i've observed during exams. and yeah, i know, it's a stupid idea.

medyo nakakasawa na din kasing marining araw araw at oras oras sa mga tao ang mga Linyang ito tuwing exam. bakit nga ba ? ano bang meron ? waLa Lang. part of growing up ba ? hehe just kidding.

pero syempre, guiLty din ako minsan sa mga Linyang yan, pero di ko naman pinagsisigawan para iparinig sa buong kLase. gawain ko rin namang magbabad sa computer at text bago magexams. at muLa pa nang grade 6 ako ay piniLit ko nang baguhin ang pagkacram tuwing exams, ngunit hanggang bago magtapos ng high schooL ay waLa pa ring deveLopment. so yeah, never mind.



how were the exams ? aLL i can say is never mind. and yeah. haha.


so whiLe i was on the phone with pau, and we were teLLing each other bizarre stuff Like the usuaL, i reaLized one thing : may mga taong sadyang makapaL ang mukha. and that is aLL.


*i so hate it pag pinagdidikdikan ng mga tao na ganito ka, ganito siya, ganito siLa, not knowing, na yun taong yun mismo ang nagtatagLay ng mga ugaLing iyon. defense mechanism Lang ba yung ipasa sa iba yung ugaLing meron ka para di ka pag-isipan ng masama?

haha.


so yeah . just for the sake of posting the Lines i hear the most during the exams. here i am, typing.



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purpLe teardrops ?

i'm about to make an endLess poem. bow.

Ang Boa Constrictor.
ni ceLine mesina

Bukas na ang NCAE
Masyado na kong busy
Si LittLe Prince kasi
KaiLangan pa ng taLi
Sa tupa na ginuhit
Ng piLotong puro "bakit?"
Rose kaya'y buhay pa
O waLang kwenta thorns n'ya?
Demands ng munting prinsipe
"Draw me a sheep!" ang arte
Nagets mo na ba
Ang iginuhit niyang boa?
O sumbrero pa rin
Ang iyong nakikita?
O sadyang misteryoso
Ang prinsipeng ito
MahiLig siyang gumaLa
Sabay waLk-out sa pLaneta
Tama nga naman
ALin nga ba tayo?
Tayo ba'y LampLighter
O kaya'y mga tippLer?
Sino nga ba ako?
Sino nga ba tayo?
Tayo ito, mga PiLipino.
Isang Depinisyong ang titLe nito
TuLang aming kabisado
Kasama kasi sa proyekto
Ng asignaturang FiLipino
Ano kayang mangyayari
Sa nobela na EL FiLi?
Mamamatay daw si HuLi?
MagpapakasaL ba si Isagani?
Puro ako tanong
ILan na ba ang saknong?
Facebook ay binuksan
Open na ang restawran
Adik na sa Twitter
Paano na ang Friendster?
Ako'y nakikinig
Sa magagandang himig
Himig na kumabaga
GaLing Lang kay Lady GaGa
Gusto ko rin kasi
Ng mga awit ng Katy Perry
Pero aanhin ko ba
Ang mga bagay na ito
Kung kinabukasa'y
Babagsak ako?
Sa pagsusuLit ng bansa
Ng mga nakakatanda
Ng mga senior sa hayskuL
Na sadyang super cooL
Medyo corny na
Mga sinasabi ko
Mabuti pa kaya'y
Tapusin ko na to.
WaLa rin namang saysay
Kung gumawa ng sanaysay
KeLan kaya matatapos
Ang tuLang naghihikahos?
Sige maLapit na
O sige basa pa
AkaLa mo ba
Me kasunod pa?
Pasensya ka na
Sa kasamaang paLad ay waLa na.

WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING. haha. boa constrictor ang titLe nito kasi MAHABA. parang waLang konek e no. waLa ring sense. basta boa constrictor titLe nian. haha. xD


**i'm your biggest fan i'LL foLLow you untiL you Love me
papa papa coLogne . haha just kidding. i meant papa paparazzi. so since tomorrow's the NCAE , it's one of the trending topics on twitter so Let's not taLk about it.




here's the music video of PAPARAZZI by Lady GaGa. Loved not onLy the video, but the song as weLL. it's cute, sweet, meaningfuL, fresh, seductive, and i think i'm just making up my own descriptions. haha.

eyeLiner and cigarettes x]

PS: if ever you cry or see someone crying purpLe teardrops, pLease Let me know. so i may be abLe to take the question mark off my titLe.

rainbow

Ngayong araw na ito ang deadLine ng pagpapasa ng mga appLication form sa Ateneo. Kasama sa mga requirements ng form ay ang essay na nagLaLaman ng tanong na "Are there any significant experiences you have had, or accomplishments you have realized, that have helped to define you as a person?"

Hindi ko nagawa agad ang essay na ito. Ginawa ko Lang ito mga 4:30am sa araw ng deadLine. syempre nagmamadaLi ako at kasabay pa nito ay may kompLikasyon na naman ako sa bituka. Lahat ng kinakain ko sinusuka. coLorfuL na nga ang toiLet bowL namin e. may brown [ ice cream ], may yeLLow [ noodLes ], bLue [ gatorade ], beige? [ rebisco ], transparent [ tubig ]. hahaha. kaya di ko aLam kung kakain pa ako. buti na Lang maLapit Lang ang cr namin sa computer na ito. kaya habang nagtatype ako ng essay ay go Lang ng go sa inidoro. hahaha. pasensya na. hindi ako nahihiyang magkwento ng mababoy e. ayaw ko na ngang pumunta ng ospitaL kasi pabaLik baLik na ako dun dati.
so baLe eto ang essay ko. [ FAIL ]




It was the 25th of December 2008 when I had to get rushed to the hospital because of Gastroenteritis. Yes, it’s funny and adverse that I got sick like that on Christmas Day. It was 9 in the evening, when my stomach got so painful and I vomited everything I ate. I felt really bad and unfortunate that I had to experience such thing on Christmas Day. Because they couldn’t take my pain any longer, my parents rushed me to the hospital. I cried. I cried not because I was in pain, but because I thought I ruined my parents’ Christmas. Instead of making them happier that day, I had them get worried. I made them spend money on the bills they had to pay the hospital; money that should have been for them. I was always pessimistic back then. Though I have always been part of the School Top Ten year after year, I never gave appreciation to my life and to my worth. But as I was lying on the hospital bed that day, I saw how much of a better life I had. I saw a teenager arguing with his grandfather who patiently looked after him, a boy who was much more in pain than me, a little girl who met an accident and found herself no longer able to walk on Christmas Day; I realized how fortunate I was. I realized how blessed I am to have parents who stood by me through everything- parents who were willing to sacrifice their Christmas for their daughter, parents who were ready to give up their personal wants, parents who actually cared, upon seeing their child feel pain.

With this experience, I strive for more accomplishments, not in academics, but in life. For a truth I know that there more to life than just medals and certificates, there are more to responsibilities than just authoritative positions in Science or Math clubs, there are more things to do than just quiz bees and talent contests, and there are more to achieve than just recognition awards.

I may not have the best essay and grammar but I know that this is the only way I could express myself. People demand that things must always be in order, that everything must be seen, written, heard, tasted, smelled, and felt as proper. But even those we praise and look up to make mistakes; so do I. I may always be too distracted, and I can be a failure at times, but those are the things I do, and maybe, with the mistakes I make, I can be someone better for others.


So have I defined myself? I guess not. But one thing is for sure, I have realized my worth.


yan na Lamang ang pinagtyagaan kong topic dahiL kasaLukyan na rin naman akong sumusuka. hahaha . xD
pede naman daw engLish o tagaLog ang essay. yung unang naisip ko nga sanang ipasa e nakakatawa e. panimuLa ko pa "Ang patintero ang paborito kong Laro noong bata pa ako." basta madami pa yang kasunod. kaso dahiL nga sa naLaman kong parang inappropriate namang sumagot ako sa tagaLog sa tanong na ingLes, edi nagdesperadong ingLes na Lang ako. x] at kasama na sa essay na ito ang typo at pagkaLimot sa iLang saLita na saka ko Lang nakita noong napasa na ni inay ang form.

"I'm so happy I could puke a rainbow."